We was talking, and i was worried that once a player, always a player. but the way he looked into my eyes and said “dar im never going to hurt you” made everything seem okay for the minute. i didnt care about his
past, i didnt care about the future, i cared about the present.
To me, the best feeling in the world is getting a hug from the boy you care about most. Sure, it’s nothing hot or sexy, but it’s completely adorable and irresistible. You feel so safe, secure and warm and so does your heart. You’re so close, I bet he can feel it beating. He’s got to be a good hugger of course, but then again, why wouldn’t he be?
I want someone who won’t care that I hate wearing shoes, that I’m incapable of sitting still, that I can’t grasp the concept of cleaning, and I refuse to be ladylike. Someone who realizes that half the decisions I make I usually regret, and I have the right to overreact at any given moment. I want someone who knows how completely insane I am, and he wouldn’t want me any other way.
I’m afraid of time… I mean, I’m afraid of not having enough time. Not enough time to understand people, how they really are, or to be understood myself. I’m afraid of the quick judgments or mistakes everybody makes. You can’t fix them without time. I’m afraid of seeing snapshots, not movies.